well, i am making fun of myself – it has taken a few months to figure out how to connect this blog to my facebook ”fan” page. good grief, i am for sure full of myself, but also know that i am full of baloney too (or is that bologna?) o_O

i liked being a normal person on facebook and may have hit 4000 friends. i’ll never know though. the last time i logged in (just the night before facebook said i was unfit to have a friend page) i had like 3,958 friends. i was growing by about 40 friends a day so . . .

it was a bit devastating to be deleted because i could not say goodbye to anyone. the only game i played was hearts (i am way too OCD to start farmville, i know it would enslave me) =)

but the thing i loved best about the facebook account was that it made it really easy for people to comment on these blog posts because they were already logged in (it is a bit of a pain putting your name and email address in order to post a comment, that’s why facebook works so well for this, you are already logged in!). and there were some really awesome comments. some posts would get up to 30 comments in facebook! that is cool because i would learn a ton. i write from my heart (even though facebook says it is fake) and i often get corrected. it is in those corrections that i learn the most

if there is one thing that i am pretty sure i know, it’s that i don’t know all that much. by accepting that i am ignorant on many things (except maybe poutine), i allow myself to learn. i hope i don’t turn into one of those old farts that get all closed minded and yell at kids for being kids (i’m sorry, but places that don’t allow skateboards are full of control freaks that then wonder why kids do drugs, derr)

so now my fan page is supposedly connected to this blog (i hate that it’s called a fan page and for Pete’s sake what is the diff between me being a friend or a fan, i mean i know the diff for businesses and bands but Ener Hax the fakey person or Ener Hax the fakey superstar? give me a big fakey break) =\

worship me and become a fan (pfft)