it’s been a heck of a week for second life, especially for the Lindens. it is very tempting to say “screw you guys, i’m going home” and leave second life. no doubt, many will leave and this may be the reason you do leave, but make a plan, and set your expectations to match where you might go
like i say a lot on this blog, OpenSim is not Second Life. it looks just like it, but it is not as stable. as i write this i am fighting with getting onto Reaction Grid and stay for more than a few minutes without crashing. i don’t know why this happens, but once a month or so i experience really crappy performance
serendipitously, this is perfect to explain how OpenSim is not like Second Life and to be ready for frustration from time to time. it is beta and it is much less expensive after all
here are details of what is going on right now:
i saw that Dream Walker just posted on the blog and fire up Hippo to see if she is in-world, she is and i talk with her for about 4 minutes and try to rez a vending machine i am making. my inventory only loaded 123 items, so i TP to Core1 (the Reaction Grid welcome sim) and load my stuff. i try to TP back but her sim won’t let me in. so i TP home (next sim over). i fly to her sim and rez my vending machine which makes me crash. i log back in and still can’t hit her sim. i go home (i had logged into Core1 this time) then fly over and make it. i try to rez my vending machine, but it’s not in my inventory. i decide to just copy it because it’s in the sim south of hers. i then rez it on her sim and crash again. i log back in to Core1 and still can’t hit her sims, so i go home and fly over but this time i get stuck in the sim crossing and keep going down forever. i try to map TP but i am stuck, then appear on the ocean floor, but i can’t move, TP, or get chat from Dream Walker, so i quit and wait a minute
now i try to log in to Core1 but hang on the connecting to Reaction Grid screen for over 2 minutes. so i hit quit. i wait a minute and try to log in again
this time i get stuck on the same screen for the 5 minutes it takes me to type this! ugh . . . now i try Core1 again and . . . voila! i make it to her sim via my sim and try to rez my vending machine, but it’s not in my inventory again! this time i dupe it and slide it over to her sim. i try chatting with her but she does not respond, then i get that “your session has ended” screen and quit
so i log into Core1 again and head home. fortunately, she is smart and is waiting for me at my home and i get to chat with her as she scripts a pose ball for me that lets you drop in as many animations as you like and then arrow trough them as you please. i see that my skirt is not on and open my inventory but my inventory is partially loaded and i can’t put on my skirt and now Dream Walker is stuck in a tripping gesture – it’s just one of those nights
luckily, this only happens once a month and oops, there i go, i crashed again! it’s enough to make you drink a martini!
i run a speedtest online and get a download speed of 38.50 Mb/s and upload of 9.77 Mb/s (that seems adequate eh?) =D
so i log in again to Core1 and try to TP home, but it says i can’t TP to that location. i try again and make it. Dream Walker is still there but i can’t see her hair and her face is gray and she is not chatting – i have a feeling i am crashing in a minute. yep, my hair just poofed and any second i will get that “your session ended” message again . . .
okay, so logging back in (how many times is this now?). well it is stuck on the Connecting to region screen again. i will wait 5 minutes. i fix typos here as i wait, and now it has been at least 7 minutes on that connecting to region screen and i hit quit
as you can imagine, this is very frustrating and i ponder RDPing into the server and restarting the sims. but Dream Walker is still on there and scripting away. i don’t want to restart without telling her, but i can’t log in
so here we go, i try logging into Core1 and make it! good thing i did not shut them down, Krissi is there with Dream Walker now. the sims are fine for them. i don’t think it’s my connection (as seen above), i am on fibre optic and never had connection issues in the three years isl
i resign to chatting from Core1 because i know i will poop out on our sims. i ask Dream Walker how long it has been since i first logged in. she has our chat record and it says 45 minutes. but i do get my skirt back on =D
i sure would love to visit with them both but am so frustrated that i will go to bed and restart the server in the morning. likely it will work fine; like i said this only happens once a month
i am not bashing Reaction Grid, they are a great team and will likely offer suggestions (but putting a ticket in at 1 AM won’t help me now, so why bother. the morning will bring renewed hope)
if i had known there would be issues like this, i would have been a bit better prepared for the switch from Second Life to an OpenSim host. considering the price and OpenSim being very young, this type of behavior is acceptable to me (but still a drag)
so if you leave Second Life – don’t run screaming, take a breath, and explore your options and remember:
if your biggest problem is having your skirt poof in a virtual world, life is pretty darn good! =)

lol, i was also invisible for much of tonight's fun